Sunday, July 24, 2005
Yeah, Kayla, there's something about the summer that makes one feel completely unmotivated. And this is coming from someone who is generally unmotivated most of the time.
As far as JP goes, you two have really developed into polar opposites, with a similar kind of energy concentrated at different ends of the spectrum. "I want him to stop hangin around people he feels he is forced to hang around..." Heh, I have a feeling I know who you're talking about here? Yeah, I agree 100% on that one.
And this thing with Rachel has been going on for ever. He deludes himself often as to his feelings with her. He may have still been in love with her, I'm not sure, but we talked every day on the bus about you, darling, so don't feel too bad. I personally thought that you had enabled him to get over Rachel, though I guess not...ah, well. He is a dramatic person, you know.
And thanks for the GSA reminder. :D
In other words, I'm being forced to stay at my job because the Organic Food Depot isn't hiring. Food Lion's application process is insane and when I stopped by Tropical Smoothie was out of the applications. I reeeeaaallly don't feel like applying to work at Quizno's, but then again I wonder if it's better than Arby's...My coworkers can be real bitches sometimes and I think one of the only things that sustains me is the fact that while most of them have been working there anywhere from nine months to seven or eight years this is only a TEMPORARY summer job for me. But it's a shame because I get free milkshakes, so I drink them down like no tomorrow, which you can be sure is doing
wonders for my health. I've gained so much weight in my midsection and I wouldn't mind except for the fact that it makes me look so ungainly. I got fucked over genetically because all of my weight settles into this little
gut around my navel. Literally, there's kind of a line underneath it, as if the weight refuses to extend beneath. And I still have ribs, so that's not helping either. I wouldn't really mean if there was a fat pill that put your weight in strategic areas (I think you know what I mean ladies).
I've also been contemplating a style move, I always get into this comfort zone where I feel like I've lost my individuality. I get tempted by all these beautiful pictures of these lovely alternative models. But being an actress, most people want a mainstream look...then again, it really doesn't matter, because I haven't been doing much acting lately now have I...
I think this is one of those days when I'm ready for adolescence to be over.
Oh yeah, and that guy?
History.
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